missing everything

you gotta be humble
for the things you can't do.
you're probably not good enough
probably not even good.
& some things are terrible
you'll be terrified.
& some things are better, some things are worse
held inside.

i drove by your old house today
& it looked fine.
it looked a lot better
back when you were inside
& some things are terrible
& you're terrified.
somethings are better, some things are worse
if you keep them inside--i can't keep them inside.

I miss everything so bad.
I miss everything, even things I never had.
I miss the nothing that I couldn't do.
I miss the way it was. I wish it were more
like you.

you know we're all like magnets
we stick then repel
& scatter like compass points
halfway to hell.
& some things are terrible
& we're terrified.
some things are better, but some things are worse
if you hold them inside

I miss everything so bad.
I miss everything, even things I never had.
Do you remember when nothing, was what I couldn't do?
I miss the way it was. I wish it were more
more like you.

I miss everything so bad.
I miss everything, even things I never had.
Do you remember when nothing, was what we couldn't do?
I miss the way it was. I wish it were more
I wish it were more

but you gotta be humble
for the things you can't do.
I miss the way it was. I wish it were more.
I miss the way it was
I miss you.